Our
Children?
I dressed and went down to the water's edge. My indiscreet desire of
that morning to pry into and know the future before it was born suddenly
appeared to me a sacrilege. I remembered one morning when I discovered a
cocoon in the bark of a tree, just as the butterfly was making a hole in its
case and preparing to come out. I waited a while, but it was too long
appearing and I was impatient. I bent over it and breathed on it to warm it.
I warmed it as quickly as I could and the miracle began to happen before my
eyes, faster than life. The case opened, the butterfly started slowly
crawling out and I shall never forget my horror when I saw how its wings
were folded back and crumpled; the wretched butterfly tried with its whole
trembling body to unfold them. Bending over it, I tried to help it with my
breath. In vain. It needed to be hatched out patiently and the unfolding of
the wings should be a gradual process in the sun. Now it was too late. My
breath had forced the butterfly to appear, all crumpled, before its time. It
struggled desperately and, a few seconds later, died in the palm of my hand.
That little body is, I do believe, the greatest weight I have on my
conscience. For I realize today that it is a mortal sin to violate the great
laws of nature. We should not hurry, we should not be impatient, but we
should confidently obey the eternal rhythm. I sat on a rock to absorb this
New Year's thought. Ah, if only that little butterfly could always flutter
before me to show me the way.
-- Nikos Kazantzakis,
from Zorba the Greek